Normal or Paranoid?
I need to know if this is normal or am I paranoid?
Some background: My father broke his hip in early September. There were many complications and less than seven weeks later, he was gone.
Starting just before he died, I became somewhat paranoid. My husband had a stomach flu and I was sure he would die. He would be late coming home, and I was afraid there had been an accident. Most recently, he has had a cold. And I can’t seem to help thinking that he has had a lot of illness recently. When he says it is moving into his chest, I’m worried about what is next.
It seems to me this could be normal. You’re going to be a little more on edge after losing a loved one. But is that it? Or am I paranoid?